I lived three lives before picking up a camera. I grew up in a loving, protective home and attended good schools. I lived through a recession where a college degree couldn’t get me a job in a grocery store. I’ve lived for months on less money than I now make in two weeks. I’ve bought one-way tickets to foreign countries with no plan to return. I return. Luck is my superpower. I’ve sat for hours by Mother Teresa’s tombstone arguing with gods. I’ve loved deeply and darkly, and despite my expectations I’ve learned to talk about it fondly. I’ve had help. I’ve processed my life in poems, stories, and songs; some of them are burned and buried. In most senses of the word but the usual one, I’ve lived a blessed life.
I work as a doctor now. Work supports my artist habit. I obsess over composition so I know what rules I’m breaking. When I take a photo, I’m looking at the past as much as at the present. I want my photos to feel like shuffling through a rolodex of dreams and memories. I experiment a lot. I’ve destroyed some of the best photos I’ve ever taken. I take more.
Inspirations
Light reflecting on water
Song “Homecoming” by Peter Broderick
The smell of burning egg cartons
Ambient musician Barbara Braccini AKA Malibu
Powerlines & railroad tracks
Songs “Fields of Gold,” “The Wind,” and “So I’m growing old on magic mountain”
Wong Kar Wai’s In the Mood For Love
Photographers Olivia Bee, Elisabeth Dare, and Rinko Kawauchi
Wim Wenders's “Paris, Texas” and “Until the End of the World”
Farmland
Robbie Mueller & Christopher Doyle
Photobooks Dream Villa by Dayanita Singh; The Sniper Paused. . . by Sean Lotman; Exiles by Josef Koudelka; Glanage by Naohiro Ninomiya
Blue hour
Skeletal trees
Satoshi Ashikawa’s album “Still Wave”
Analogous color schemes
Holding hands
Van Gogh
Youtube videos by Ibasho Gallery
Folk horror film landscapes
The Bronte sisters
Internet Archive
Mastering Composition by Ian Roberts; Color Choices by Ian Quiller; The Tao of Chinese Landscape Painting by Wucius Wong
Studio Ghibli
Driftwood
Justin Vernon and Van Morrison writing their lyrics last for some of their best albums
The movie Your Name
Post-apocalyptic landscapes (Last of Us, Horizon Zero Dawn, Stalker)
JRPGs
Playlists
Favorite Malibu/DJ Lostboi - foggy drives and editing
Green town, blue sea - bucolic escape
Magic - sleep or mysticality
Damn - badass female bands or leads
The Detective’s Piano - classical piano moods
Dreams of Italy - surreal neo classical
Neo Love & Future Lonesome - vaporwave-ish ambient
Ghibli-style classical - self-explanatory